I feel like i’m really living out ‘if you’re gonna be tired anyway, you might as well be very tired and have fun along the way’. Living on all kinds of tea at all times of the day just so i can study and yet stay happy. Workload keeps changing (in one direction: up) and studying methods keep having to change to keep up. There’s less and less i can control now. So i guess i’ll just try to enjoy this. But. I hope i don’t regret not studying as much as i used to now the workload’s increased. Counterintuitivity ftw. Waiting to see if this is the moral of the story.